Wow, jam baru ja kul 10pm.. dah bunga api, mercun.. mletup merata2! semangat jiran2 aku menyambut tahun baru! semangat mereka mybbkn aku pun bsemangat juga~ tapi kan.. entahla.. tahun ni, kurang sikit efek, syok, excitement nak mnybmbut tahun baru~ adakah kerana sya smakin bfikiran matang? hm. entah la.
Azam tok tahun dpn pun sya belum buat lagi.. so, sambil taip2 sambil buat azam la~ Okay~~
2012, a new chapter lies ahead. For a year and half, I went through foundation course year as a future teacher. Well, before the holiday, our final year exam took place. and recently, results were out. and yes, I made it! Means, now i have another 4 years to go through and this is A HAPPY THING for me!
Jadi, azam tahun 2012.. do my best in my first degree year in everything that I do. improve! improve! improve! yahoo!
THough i can sense that i might lose grip and back to the old me, but.. we'll see. if we fall, we get up. that's how we do it. that's how we deal with life. so... bring it on new year!
itu azam tok pelajaran saya. azam tok diri sendiri.. azam.. azam.. be a better me, perhaps. could be.. alright!.. be a better me for everyone and definitely for me. i learned alot of things the past year i had been in my study place. so, i really want the new me to be able to deal with any difficulties especially in friendship.
I have a friend who do help me and be my ears when i need someone. She's the one that i could rely on. I'm lucky to have her by side. I may be a bad friend to her.. I experiment friendship while im with her.. thanks to her.. i realised how bad i was to her. so 2012, i want to be a great friend to her. i may not be able to be the friend that she wants me to be.. but i will try to be, for her. Father, thank you! She understands me. :)
THere you go my azamS! i did not make any for me to my family because, i know.. i will be spending most of days with my friends. I keep my family in prayer while im away. i dont need any to be a better me. i already do. they are the better me. i dont care what other people might say about my family. i have been living with them for my whole life. so i know them as they know me. TOUCH MY FAMILY AND YOU WILL NEVER SEE YOURS EVER! ^_^ i threat people? sorry, but i still meant it.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE.. NOW IT'S 10.21PM!
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
30 days of blog challenge.. list!
I have 2 challenges.. so, finish one. another one is waiting. but here is the first challenge.
1. Weird things you do when you’re alonge.
2. How have you changed in the past 2 years?
3. What kind of person attracts you.
4. What you wear to bed.
5. 5 things that irritate you about the opposite sex/same sex.
6. The person you like and why you like them.
7. Your opinion on cheating on people.
8. Something you’re currently worrying about.
9. Your last kiss.
10. Your views on drugs and alcohol.
11. Your currently relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
12. Things you want to say to an ex.
13. A date you would love to go on.
14. Something disgusting you do.
15. The best things to happen to you this week.
16. 3 things you are proud of about your personality.
17. Things that make you scared.
18. Disrespecting parents.
19. Something that never fails to make you feel better.
20. The last argument you had.
21. Something you can’t seem to get over.
22. 10 things about you people don’t really expect.
23. Something you always think “what if…” about
24. Things you want to say to 5 different people.
25. 10 ways to win your heart.
26. Your religious beliefs.
27. Talk about your siblings.
28. The month you were happiest this year why.
29. A picture of yourself.
30. What changed this month and what you hope will happen next month.
about the second challenge.. i'll get back to that, after im done with this one.
this whole challenge thing, i saved it for 2012.harap maklum.
1. Weird things you do when you’re alonge.
2. How have you changed in the past 2 years?
3. What kind of person attracts you.
4. What you wear to bed.
5. 5 things that irritate you about the opposite sex/same sex.
6. The person you like and why you like them.
7. Your opinion on cheating on people.
8. Something you’re currently worrying about.
9. Your last kiss.
10. Your views on drugs and alcohol.
11. Your currently relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
12. Things you want to say to an ex.
13. A date you would love to go on.
14. Something disgusting you do.
15. The best things to happen to you this week.
16. 3 things you are proud of about your personality.
17. Things that make you scared.
18. Disrespecting parents.
19. Something that never fails to make you feel better.
20. The last argument you had.
21. Something you can’t seem to get over.
22. 10 things about you people don’t really expect.
23. Something you always think “what if…” about
24. Things you want to say to 5 different people.
25. 10 ways to win your heart.
26. Your religious beliefs.
27. Talk about your siblings.
28. The month you were happiest this year why.
29. A picture of yourself.
30. What changed this month and what you hope will happen next month.
about the second challenge.. i'll get back to that, after im done with this one.
this whole challenge thing, i saved it for 2012.harap maklum.
DSC-WX7, sounds tech-y isn't it?
Trip to Sabah, remember?
You see.. i told my parents that i want a camera. if they couldn't get me the extra large black cam aka DSL, at least the small kind would do. so, before the trip.. I browsed all the D-cam available in Malaysia. i SPECIFICALLY browsed for SONY. because from my observation, the quality of the image taken using their camera is great. other brands are great too, but, my eyes were attracted to the one and only Sony cam.
There i was, browsing and comparing.. i found 2 cams, the one that i have now and DSC-WX30. the characteristics are almost the same, but 30 is a touch-screen cam and the other is not. I put aside that thought, until i found the cams, then i decide, i told myself.
So, while we were cruising the mall.. my eyes were attacking every phones, cameras booths around. alas, i found D store! it sells cameras of many brands.. then, sitting inside the transparent glass.. WX7 was looking at me. while the manager was pulling it away from my view, my mind started to argue with itself.. buy or not to buy?
consoled my mom, though not much of her words were getting to me. i decided, if not now.. when will it be? so, forgive me mom, dad.. i bought it. thank you for the money. i will pay you guys back one day.
it always be my dream to own a camera. watching friends and strangers snapping photos with their luxurious DSLR.. i could only stare and watch them doing their thing. it's hard when you live in the time zone where everyone wants every piece of modernisation in their life. so much i wanted to live like them, i think of my parents. i let them decide for me of what i should have now.
the desire to want that piece of metal was once a desire that both my parents knew about. they didn't say much. they didn't ask me to stop asking. but deep down, through their silence, they always makes me want to resent and lay low for awhile. everyone knows this non-verbal communication, it's parents-children thing. so,not until this year, this new life i have. the desire to own one.. getting stronger.
people around me, they beat me. one by one.. showing up with their flashy item. how it kills me. my biggest desire was the DSL. but i knew, my parents couldn't live up to my desire so, i persuade lusty, to ease down and thought of something less money. so, i build up the liking of snapping photos with a palm-sized memories catcher~ i thought, ''hey, someday i will own that but lets start with something smaller, it's colourful just like me! suits me the best!"
there you go, i bought it. DSC-WX7. the best digital camera that i ever have. hm.. sometimes i wonder, can i consider this as my own? the money was certainly not from my bank. the guilty of owning it, is slowly been murdered by sharing my happiness with others. yeah.. besides, it's also theirs. this fact, they don't know, because i had printed my signature all over the camera. wow, i am like A con artist. living among those who thinks halos are floating and shining all over me. LOL.
I will never forget this. THANKYOU. if only they could read this. did you know, im not that affectionate? it's hard to express my love to someone that i love. i love them, but they might see the grumpy, selfish, mean person. cold eh? im not. i just dont know how.
You see.. i told my parents that i want a camera. if they couldn't get me the extra large black cam aka DSL, at least the small kind would do. so, before the trip.. I browsed all the D-cam available in Malaysia. i SPECIFICALLY browsed for SONY. because from my observation, the quality of the image taken using their camera is great. other brands are great too, but, my eyes were attracted to the one and only Sony cam.
There i was, browsing and comparing.. i found 2 cams, the one that i have now and DSC-WX30. the characteristics are almost the same, but 30 is a touch-screen cam and the other is not. I put aside that thought, until i found the cams, then i decide, i told myself.
So, while we were cruising the mall.. my eyes were attacking every phones, cameras booths around. alas, i found D store! it sells cameras of many brands.. then, sitting inside the transparent glass.. WX7 was looking at me. while the manager was pulling it away from my view, my mind started to argue with itself.. buy or not to buy?
consoled my mom, though not much of her words were getting to me. i decided, if not now.. when will it be? so, forgive me mom, dad.. i bought it. thank you for the money. i will pay you guys back one day.
it always be my dream to own a camera. watching friends and strangers snapping photos with their luxurious DSLR.. i could only stare and watch them doing their thing. it's hard when you live in the time zone where everyone wants every piece of modernisation in their life. so much i wanted to live like them, i think of my parents. i let them decide for me of what i should have now.
the desire to want that piece of metal was once a desire that both my parents knew about. they didn't say much. they didn't ask me to stop asking. but deep down, through their silence, they always makes me want to resent and lay low for awhile. everyone knows this non-verbal communication, it's parents-children thing. so,not until this year, this new life i have. the desire to own one.. getting stronger.
people around me, they beat me. one by one.. showing up with their flashy item. how it kills me. my biggest desire was the DSL. but i knew, my parents couldn't live up to my desire so, i persuade lusty, to ease down and thought of something less money. so, i build up the liking of snapping photos with a palm-sized memories catcher~ i thought, ''hey, someday i will own that but lets start with something smaller, it's colourful just like me! suits me the best!"
there you go, i bought it. DSC-WX7. the best digital camera that i ever have. hm.. sometimes i wonder, can i consider this as my own? the money was certainly not from my bank. the guilty of owning it, is slowly been murdered by sharing my happiness with others. yeah.. besides, it's also theirs. this fact, they don't know, because i had printed my signature all over the camera. wow, i am like A con artist. living among those who thinks halos are floating and shining all over me. LOL.
I will never forget this. THANKYOU. if only they could read this. did you know, im not that affectionate? it's hard to express my love to someone that i love. i love them, but they might see the grumpy, selfish, mean person. cold eh? im not. i just dont know how.
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
2011, holiday n vacation
Alo.. cuti dah nak habis~ wait? what? dah nak habis?? aigoo~~
Well, I did spend my holiday.. resulting my recent emotion, happy! :D I am just like everyone else, to get to that happy state, I went through some rough time.. it hurt alot. but alot doesn't mean, I am totally devastated. Just my heart couldn't bear it. Tears flowed. Nose got runny. Eyes turned red and swollen. But as far as I remember, it only happened once. during my holiday and my vacation. what an awkward moment. Yeah.. not really what I want to share in my blog. just in case, I read it again in the near future and stumble across this post, yeah.. that stuff.
OKie.. this year, we went to SABAH. again! :D what makes it different was this year, we went there by car. COOL right! we got to make passport, and drove pass Brunei.. in and out.. in and out.. got to see the beauty of the nature clearly*though most of the time, i slept.. carsick is my honest reason* the whole trip was amazing! Puji Tuhan nadai kecelakaan sepanjai kami ba jalai alun. Halleluya!
Christmas Day was spent on the road. that's right! on the road. on our way back to home. Hey, we were staying closer than ever right? in one car. how not close are we in there? LOL.
Now, here I am. in my house.. spending the last holiday with the rest of the family member. and yeah.. im not gonna lie.. it's such a headache right now! my little brother was trying to sit on my back!!! i am pretty paranoid about this.. i am afraid to get hurt. plus, he's not that light. he could break my arms! sucks this paranoid. aigoo~~~ ohwell, im not gonna experience this when im back to campus, am i? so.. i guess. yeah.
Well, I did spend my holiday.. resulting my recent emotion, happy! :D I am just like everyone else, to get to that happy state, I went through some rough time.. it hurt alot. but alot doesn't mean, I am totally devastated. Just my heart couldn't bear it. Tears flowed. Nose got runny. Eyes turned red and swollen. But as far as I remember, it only happened once. during my holiday and my vacation. what an awkward moment. Yeah.. not really what I want to share in my blog. just in case, I read it again in the near future and stumble across this post, yeah.. that stuff.
OKie.. this year, we went to SABAH. again! :D what makes it different was this year, we went there by car. COOL right! we got to make passport, and drove pass Brunei.. in and out.. in and out.. got to see the beauty of the nature clearly*though most of the time, i slept.. carsick is my honest reason* the whole trip was amazing! Puji Tuhan nadai kecelakaan sepanjai kami ba jalai alun. Halleluya!
Christmas Day was spent on the road. that's right! on the road. on our way back to home. Hey, we were staying closer than ever right? in one car. how not close are we in there? LOL.
Now, here I am. in my house.. spending the last holiday with the rest of the family member. and yeah.. im not gonna lie.. it's such a headache right now! my little brother was trying to sit on my back!!! i am pretty paranoid about this.. i am afraid to get hurt. plus, he's not that light. he could break my arms! sucks this paranoid. aigoo~~~ ohwell, im not gonna experience this when im back to campus, am i? so.. i guess. yeah.
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